''Close your eyes and stare in the dark'', as i remember my dad used to say when I couldnt sleep as a little girl. I closed for how many times yet my eyes are hurting more. I stared at the immeasureable darkness. I take one last look at my fingers, and let go. Closing my eyes once more, trying to get a sleep for tomorrow's early morning routine. My mind has wandered much as I lay. I try to think of nothing. But my mind is bouncing. It so damn hard to be away. But I wont dare to question things anymore. Coz if I do, I might find answers. Answers which I dont intend to know.
I recall being dad's little girl, not minding, not aware of what life will bring tomorrow.
I lie awake trying to feel nothing. Down I go, falling and floating. Blackness... I fell asleep.
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